I would like to take a moment to say.. Wow.
I have not been on this site for a good bit. I just recalled promising to myself no dating anyone this year at school.
That was a failure.
Also. I did not go skydiving over the summer.
I also remember thinking how living in connecticut would suck. I did not want to grasp the
thought of me ever getting over living in georgia. Alas life does go on and i do forget.
The person whom i cherished so dearly to my heart and risked so much for are no longer keeping in touch.
I therefore have tucked away my feelings for him in return for that poor treatment i have received from that individual. But, i do not frown upon my past. Nor do i dwell because what is done is done. There is no turning back. I live for the present and future and cherish my past memories. Only the ones i hold dear to me.
So. My life in connecticut this year.
School.. It has been a nightmare.. I need to keep up with my studies.
I have met some very cool people. But, most are acquaintances unfortunately. I have only met one or two people that i know will be here for me for a good while.
Lets see..
My emotions.. go back and forth between depression, semi-happy, to content.
at the moment there is only one time i am truly happy and that is when i am with someone that means alot to me.
and only those people can make me feel that way.
I need sleep.
