So much for...

I would like to take a moment to say.. Wow.
I have not been on this site for a good bit. I just recalled promising to myself no dating anyone this year at school.
That was a failure.
Also. I did not go skydiving over the summer.
I also remember thinking how living in connecticut would suck. I did not want to grasp the
thought of me ever getting over living in georgia. Alas life does go on and i do forget.
The person whom i cherished so dearly to my heart and risked so much for are no longer keeping in touch.
I therefore have tucked away my feelings for him in return for that poor treatment i have received from that individual. But, i do not frown upon my past. Nor do i dwell because what is done is done. There is no turning back. I live for the present and future and cherish my past memories. Only the ones i hold dear to me.

So. My life in connecticut this year.
School.. It has been a nightmare.. I need to keep up with my studies.

I have met some very cool people. But, most are acquaintances unfortunately. I have only met one or two people that i know will be here for me for a good while.
Lets see..
My emotions.. go back and forth between depression, semi-happy, to content.
at the moment there is only one time i am truly happy and that is when i am with someone that means alot to me.
and only those people can make me feel that way.
I need sleep.

Well then!

Woww It's been a while. I have been busy doing.. Nothing i suppose. School started back up. I am not going to date anyone at this school. Haha I think it is just pointless. What I REALLY want is to graduate early and I strive for that. I don't want to give up and I will not. I want to succeed in my set goals I have for myself. I want to go to college and get a doctoral degree so that I can be more successful in my career. If not I at least want a proffesional degree. I do not want to work minimum wage for the rest of my life...

Wah whoo wee wah!!!

I cant believe that i freakin was soo close to oli sykes!!!! i cant get over that XD

Warped tour 2010

So... on the 26th i went to warped tour and it was freakin amazing! i seen soo many bands! and i got to see oli!!!!!!! well i was gonna buy a poster at the bring me the horizon tent and this security guard was all ike back up no get in line and i was like wtf? And i looked over and THEY WERE RIGHT THERE oli sykes and the rest of them doing signings.. But you had to get a ticket -.-.... and i din know that soooo i tried to just take a pic of hm right? well... The freakin Security guard wouldnt let me so i went behind the tent to get a pic of him when he left XD an i got THIS <3<3<3<3i was FREAKING outttttt

Tha Shizzy or.. Hizzayy?

So....It's been a while :p I have been in South Carolina for the past 4 days and lol its pretty great. I think i am going to go to Nuci space. Its wher a bunch of local bands go to perform and it should be really fun! Im so excited well im ging to get ready peace out. ill update after my visit. <3 & Dinosaurs... sammi!

purple nurple RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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